i want........

WONDERLAND!!!

BBQ!!!

WASAGA BEACH!!!

i hv to train mocha to walk so that i can bring him with me too!!!

dunno why, i wanna go to niagara falls too, i know i hv visited there for many times, but this time is different, i wanna bring mocha too~~

hihi~~ my name is MOCHA~~~i'm a baby boy shih-tzu~~

i like to keep barking and awake my mom to accompany with me~~

i like to pee & poo everywhere~~

i like to sit on my mom's legs and sleep~~

i like to stick with my mom~~

the lil guy is my buddy~~~but i dun like to play with him coz he doesn't move~!!

i could tell that u guys care abt me. i dun hv to mention who u r here. i knew that. i received the "msg" that u r supporting me. i feel warm. thx my dear frds.

the nightmare has made me awake out of a sudden, it was 5:30am, i was hoping i would c some sms when i turn on the phone so that i could make a phone call back...so i turned it on...and then...nth. i feel nervous, i feel cold, i feel worry, i feel lonely, i feel sick. i need some1 to comfort and talk to me at the moment. i used to hv him...but now seems i don't. i used to call him with no doubt when i was at this kind of weak mode...but now..i hesitate...i hesitate to call becoz.......becoz of what? i dunno.

i realize i hvn't visited my relatives for almost 4 yrs. i miss them. should i put everything down and make a trip back to asia for the summer? i dunno.